Being What I Always Wanted To Be.....

This one comes after a long time and by the time I finish, it might seem like a dragging confusing train of thoughts but I had to scribble these down so here I am!  We humans are such weird creatures.  We can’t keep our decades old relationship intact and we seek new love to probably disappoint them another couple of decades later if life gives you enough decades to live through. We want our kids to be small babies and as cute and as innocent as they are today but we crib the sleepless nights that come along with the pack and parcel of them being babies. We seek attention and love and care from everyone who love us but when they need the same we are conveniently busy.  We miss and cry and demand the presence of our loved ones around us but we can’t fill that gap by being with them instead.  Our problems are always bigger than others’ problems, our days are always bitter, our love is always lesser. We are a little less happy, a little more sad, a little too far and a little too scared e