Being What I Always Wanted To Be.....

Home sickness ! Its sicker than any other disease! You wake up, you miss your dad having early morning tea and asking you "Badi jaldi uth gayi aaj?". You get ready, you miss your mom's multi-cuisine all-ready breakfast. You go out, you miss your sisters' nagging to accompany you wherever you are going. You come back, you miss your father staring at the clock and then you back and forth. You miss the festivals and the huge amount of food that comes with it. You miss the authority which you have over the roads of your city and the proud feeling of knowing about everything, what you will get where. You miss your grandmother's champi-maalish, her food, even her smell :( You miss your little cousins' fight to play with you and whose side you will take in their fights. You miss that weather, that routine. You miss living so easy. You miss being carefree about anything. Who cares, what is finished in groceries, bike has the petrol or not, clothes have been w...

There are some hard times which are hard enough to break you. Its a feeling of being lost. You cannot be saved because you feel doomed. Everything seems to have happened for good yet you don't want it to happen. At such times, just a support of 1 person can help you revive. You can manage to cope up, live through. You manage to be just fine. For me, that 1 person is my hubby. I feel lucky enough to be with someone who unlike others, doesn't tell me how to pass through but he passes through with me in grave situations. His givings are endless and thats what helps me going. His support is unconditional which gives me strength to get up and get a handle on my life. He just manages to save me from drowning, pull me back from falling. He saves me back all the time and for that I am grateful. Things happen at times on which we don't have a control. They happen coz they were meant to happen. I lost my maternal grandfather yesterday. I admired his liveliness, his intelli...