DAY 227 (Self-crowning !! )
It is alarmingly strange that I am sitting in office (doing office work) but writing a blog-post which I right now do not know is going to be about what but I wanted to fill in something since quiet a while in it.
Phewww....too much to say there in 1 sentence!
Well I have so many controversial topics to blog about but then I do not have time for controversies right now. So thats a huge problem. You know....those initial days when you happily pass around your blog address like a pamphlet and you want everyone to visit and give their feedback. Slowly, that enthusiasm seems bullshit because there is so much you want to say at times but the audience gets offended too often and you don't wanna explain yourself that frequently.
You then think about having a secret blog! Idea seems incredible but as soon as you create a new account, you start remembering your days when you were new to blogging. You created and customized your blog page with so much innocence and it has so much of first-feel...first-hand effort and you feel too hysterical to part ways. It suddenly seems like you are back-stabbing your blog. Silly...but it does!
And so there that incredible idea drops too!
Another disappointment is that you know so well that if you would have written it all when you were infuriated, your vocab would have been at the pinnacle ... your points would be crystal clear and whenever you will re-read it..you will stand up and applaud yourself. Well Alas!! you lost that chance too.
So then you rewind in your mind what you could have written. The people who were not related to the post..they would have appreciated your writing. You might have been the star of the day.
You still silently applaud yourself at the brainy recitation and go back to the daily typing and clicking job with an invisible crown of blogging on your head and then your boss wakes you up from the dream and you realize..... Gosh !! ...Its another deadline pressure dramatized !!
Phewww....too much to say there in 1 sentence!
Well I have so many controversial topics to blog about but then I do not have time for controversies right now. So thats a huge problem. You know....those initial days when you happily pass around your blog address like a pamphlet and you want everyone to visit and give their feedback. Slowly, that enthusiasm seems bullshit because there is so much you want to say at times but the audience gets offended too often and you don't wanna explain yourself that frequently.
You then think about having a secret blog! Idea seems incredible but as soon as you create a new account, you start remembering your days when you were new to blogging. You created and customized your blog page with so much innocence and it has so much of first-feel...first-hand effort and you feel too hysterical to part ways. It suddenly seems like you are back-stabbing your blog. Silly...but it does!
And so there that incredible idea drops too!
Another disappointment is that you know so well that if you would have written it all when you were infuriated, your vocab would have been at the pinnacle ... your points would be crystal clear and whenever you will re-read it..you will stand up and applaud yourself. Well Alas!! you lost that chance too.
So then you rewind in your mind what you could have written. The people who were not related to the post..they would have appreciated your writing. You might have been the star of the day.
You still silently applaud yourself at the brainy recitation and go back to the daily typing and clicking job with an invisible crown of blogging on your head and then your boss wakes you up from the dream and you realize..... Gosh !! ...Its another deadline pressure dramatized !!
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