DAY 143 (Cheers to a ruined festive season...!)

I heard about people suffering from uncontrollable situations....
Situations where things go out of your hand..
Situations where all you can do is compromise...
Situations where you feel handicapped!

I am exactly facing the same. I can't give a detailed explanation of how and what happened.... neither do I want to...but I am just writing it out so that I can share the guilt of being so helpless.
Although..I know its Diwali and people are supposed to be happy and cheerful but somehow...my Diwali is ruined. Well-planned and pre-planned things have never worked for me throughout my life but it has never crashed this bad as well.

I feel cranky,irritated,pissed off and what not! Especially...since I know how amazing it could have worked out. Sometimes it happens that the same source of all the irritations and bad moments has given you some great and best people as well but its just that the pains and tears overpower the good things and you disobey to treasure them. And thats because it has not been fair. Things can be adjusted and worked out in a comparatively lenient situation but in extremes like this...its not acceptable...JUST NOT ACCEPTABLE!

I wish I could forget it...I wish I could let it go...but I won't be able to. I'll always regret the things I am gonna miss and it'll always be an unforgivable experience of my life.
PS- To everyone reading this..I hope you had a blissful Diwali! God Bless..!

Comments

  1. Chandni (Chanz)November 7, 2010 at 7:20 AM

    Sweety, whats wrong..?? Kya ho gaya..?? I have been observing that you haven't been happy of late... kya hua... If u ever wanna discuss, you know I am always there.. Just lemme know.. maybe u'll feel better...

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  2. supriyaNovember 16, 2010 at 9:04 AM

    @chanz...thanks chanz..you have always been a sweetheart! :)

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