DAY 178 (Dissatifaction..!)

Its never 'completely' what you wanted! Its always atleast one step short of it.
You think that you are sure of something...and the next minute you are 'told' that you 'assumed' it.
You decide to just go for it...the next day every inspiration seems to be weaker to achieve it for now.
Your days turn into nights and nights to few more days and you are more and more dissatisfied than the earlier day.

Amongst all this, your companions ditch you (un)intentionally. You crave for being held by someone. You look for few valuable moments in other's life. And life starts moving ahead with double pace. You go unlucky again.

Fighting with life and its ways is like testing in how many shapes can water flow. The moment you give up and think it is definitely done and over now, you will pop up with a new one.

I know philosophy won't answer all this nor would it make it lighter. I know things will remain the same no matter whether I write this or you read it. But I could not be "two" steps shorter. One step is quite enough to suffer! Sigh! 


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