DAY 254 (Missing and being missed..)

It is not easy to expose yourself to the outside world when you are missing someone so badly. You don't want to talk about it, you are unable to act it out and people's questions just won't stop.

You engage yourself in all sorts of things. You read a lot, write a lot, watch movies, maybe even go out alone. But what good does it do? Maybe a few hours of  help?

As soon as you are off of these engagements, you again start looking at the calendar, the watch and just try to kill time.

It wears you off. And that's all the more reason you don't want to express it.

Sometimes, if nothing, you try to root cause or worse, curse the reason of being away. But then again, either those are excuses or the reasons not good enough.

I believe there is no threshold time for which you can justify your sadness or appreciate anyone else's. It can be an hour away from someone, a week, a month or an year. It just won't matter because time simply multiplies itself exponentially and all we see is an infinite era that's just not ready to get over.

Its gloomy, its saddening, its depressing and its not much that can be written about. Its just there like a hole that gets deeper and deeper every passing minute.

That's the feeling of missing and being missed...

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