Day 314 (Chaos)

 We often find ourselves lost in the jungle of chaos in the middle of life. What is chaos? The one that is inside or the one that we “think” is outside? 

Too many thoughts can be chaos. Absolute silence can be chaos too. Not crying at all can be chaotic and so is crying unstoppable. Not writing it out can be chaotic and so does writing on and on. 

Where does it end? Please don’t say nowhere. That’s a dangerous word. If it ends nowhere that means it is endless. And who would want to live in an endless loop of unwanted things?

Once again, for everything the answer is within. The answer for you is you and for me is me. We seek darkness hence we find it. If we seek light, it is easier to find as a matter of fact because it is within.

I know it doesn’t work when it comes to it. I know it is not easy. But what is easy? From the day you were born, from lifting your neck to dealing with this today’s chaos, everything has been difficult. But we still lifted our necks. We rolled, we crawled, we walked, we jumped. If we could do that then we can do this. 

In a dark room, if you are patient enough and give it time to adjust your eyes, eventually you can see your way out. Panic is when we hit ourselves but blame it on the darkness. 

I know it’s easier to say that every dawn eventually brings a morning. I know it is easier to stay in the dawn and then lose yourself in the night. But then, seek out the stars till you reach the sun. Seek out home. Seek out peace. Seek out your inner light. 

One day at a time and you have a lifetime right by your side. Just keep hustling !